为什么我爱的人，他不懂得珍惜？为什么越是在乎一个人，他就越不把你放在心里？我不懂，很心痛。 在无助的时候，我只能抱着枕头偷偷地哭着，哭着，眼泪是唯一的见证。哭了很久很久，哭的很痛很痛，那止不住的泪如滔滔江水般，每一滴泪都是爱的宣言.是我傻吗？是我多情吗？ These few days, i feel like i'm living in my own illusion.. nothing seems real.. i feel as if i'm living in my own bubble.. i'm floating and floating.. living beautifully... BUT, i don't now when the bubble will "pop" and i'll be sent back to my world of pain, loneliness and tears..he told me that "he'll never leave me" .. said that "he will take care of me forever" . can i trust his words? if i trust him and give myself to him again will i get hurt again?不要玩我，我忍受不了被我爱的人如此的欺骗，我有多伤，你知道麽？the zhong i've known in the past would never hurt me or make me sad.. the zhong i've known in the past will always be by my side.. but now... is he by my side??? or he'll be by someone else's side le... Somehow, he seems so near yet so far away from me... i don't know what he's thinking... i don't know what he's doing.. i don't know what he wants... he seems to have so many secrets that i dont know.. things are no longer like the past when he's always so open to me..." ReAlli mIss oUr pAsT so mUcH... zHoNg, haVe yOu foRgOttEn abOut ouR fOnd mEmOrIeS...??? "
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