* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Monday, January 30, 2006

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone~!

Woke up early this morning and went to my grandma house with zhong to 'bai nian'. Stayed there for 2 hour plus then we went off to woodlands to watch the 4.30pm "I Not Stupid Too". A really meaningful and touching show, it's really a show singaporeans can relate to. It makes me ponder over a question, "when was the last time i was praised by someone?".

It seems so long ago since i was praised. Be it by my parents or friends or pple close to me. It all seems so long ago. I agree with a fact that the movie mention. When we're just borned, we grew up with encouragements and praises from our parents, to walk our first tiny little step, to say our first word, etc etc. Our parents would keep complimenting us as a baby to encourage us, but, as we grew up, these praises just got lesser and lesser.

This is the same in a relationship. Do you all recall when your relationship had just started? I believed your gf/bf would keep complimenting you. Saying you look beautiful or cute frequently. And every little thing you do for him, you would be showered with praises. Yet, as time goes by, these praises just got lesser and lesser too. And more criticism came out from your gf/bf mouths instead of priases. Every small mistakes you made, you'll be called stupid, they start saying you're ugly (be it kidding o not) and they just dont give compliments anymore. Somehow they forgot we need compliments.

Sighs. I need compliments too.

Been kinda down emotionally lately. And i dun even know wat caused that. I seemed to be pms-ing so often. I wanna be pampered like a little girl. Sometimes, i hope you'd give in to me even when you know i'm just anyhow throwing temper. When my temper is bad, i hope you'd hug me instead of just walking away. I just have the need to be pampered one in a while.

*This fairy tale ended at 2:47 PM*

Thursday, January 19, 2006

OoOoppSss.. I can see cobwebs growing on my blog.. haha.. Haven been updating much lately cause nothing really interesting happened.. =X Anyway, i'm just here to post some photos.. =)

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narciSsistic mE.. and my nEw jacket.. nicEe.. =)

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my sistEr & me.. in 0ur sEc sch, amkss.. the wall behind r0cks right.. keke..

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wE l0ok alike ma?

Hmm.. Nothing much to say le.. Waiting for something special to spice up my life.. Until then, it's goodbye for now.. Gonna go back to playing maple.. keke.. tAke care, my friEnds...

*This fairy tale ended at 2:47 PM*

Friday, January 13, 2006

Have been waking up to windy and rainy weather for a week already.. Finally, i see the sun when i woke up today.. Finally i can feel some heat instead of cold wind today.. Keke..

Hope today will be a bright and sunny day throughout.. =)

*This fairy tale ended at 11:04 AM*

Monday, January 09, 2006

It seems like everyone is putting down their new year's resolutions in their blog already.. So, today shall be my turn.. lolx..

1. A new handphone of course..
Lolx.. But i think i'm not gonna go for w900i anymore.. It seems like a waste of money to spend $1000 plus on a handphone.. Perhaps i'm just settling for k750i ba.. Hmm.. There's a new w810i coming out ending march.. It's an improved version of k750i & w800i.. But dun think i would wanna wait for it.. Impatient me.. lolx..

2. To slim down..

I think i've put on quite some weight over the holidays.. It's time to start watching my diet and exercising more.. Think i'm gonna go back to my secondary sch to help out with my netball team as frequent as possible.. Can use this chance to exercise more also.. lolx.. Hope to lose 5 kg..

3. Start saving up..
Time really flies and in a few months time, i'll be 20 le.. *sighs* So old le.. Think i gotta learn to be more mature and start planning for the future already.. So, i think it time to save up and spend less.. Gotta save up for future education, car, etc etc.. lolx..

4. To become fitter then ever..
Haha.. I'm tombraider leh.. Of course gotta train up on my physicals and stamina and everything.. And get a tan too.. Liddat then will live up to the nickname that my friends had given me.. haha.. Tombraider rocks!

5. Travelling..
Hope to have a chance to go overseas this year.. It's been soooo long since i've travelled overseas.. Hope this year will have a chance to travel overseas or go on a criuse with dear.. lolx.. *prays hard*

6. Smile..
Yupss.. Gotta smile more and stay happy.. Time to put all unhappy things that had happened in the past and start looking forward in an optimistic attitude.. *smiles*

I guess that's all for my new year resolutions so far.. keke.. Hope i can fulfill these resolutions soon.. That's all for my post today.. *smiles* Rainy weather is making me sleepy already.. *yawns*

*This fairy tale ended at 2:43 PM*

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Eeeek.. my doggie kissed me.. =p

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Acting cute..

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Fangfang & Zhongzhong (say cheese~!)

Hmmm.. Noticed any difference with me in the pic.. Keke.. I've cut my hair short.. Goodbye to my very very long hair.. Abit be she de.. But, i like my new hairstyle.. My head feels lighter.. Hmm.. But no more hair for me to play with when i feel nervous.. Omg.. How..???

*This fairy tale ended at 10:32 PM*