* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Thursday, March 23, 2006

~ say cHeEese ~

~ my fav0rite pill0w ~

*This fairy tale ended at 7:18 PM*

Dear Diary,

Sometimes, some questions would appear in my mind out of the sudden...
"Perhaps i shouldn't place so much hopes on things pple says, cause with higher hopes there'll be greater disappointments."
"Maybe i should commit myself to much into sth, cause the pain will be greater when you get hurt."
"Probably, it isn't wise to love too deeply, cause loving someone too deeply means giving that someone the chance to hurt you."

Last night was a sleepless night for me.. Kept tossing and turning in bed.. Perhaps too much of the korean drama has made me think too much.. Last night, so many memories from the past came to my mind.. From the first moment i met him till now.. It's has already been 4 years.. i could still remember how hot my face felt when he first held my hands, how heart my heart is beating when he leaned forward for our first kiss.. keke.. Those were those sweet innocent times we had.. So many types of memories since our lives crossed paths.. Sweet, bitter, sour, blissful, happy, painful, protected, passionate, resentful, insecurities, peaceful, etc..

I never knew there could be so many type of feelings until i met him.. Of course i dun blame him for those painful times, cause no relationship is perfect.. Likewise, no one is perfect.. In a relationship, the sweet and blissful moments of it is what that make the pains worth going through.. No matter how he scolded or threw his temper, when he becomes sweet, the hurt would be forgotten..

Sometimes i wished i'd love him lesser, cause in this way, perhaps when he scolds me or tells me he hate me, my heart would hurt lesser.. But, i realised this wouldn't work.. Cause affections cant be controlled, when he says he hate me or scolds me, my heart will still bleed and hurt badly.. Cause no matter what i tell myself, i cant change the way i feel for him, i cant control my emotions, and i still love him alot.. More then anyone could ever imagine...

Cause loving you is like breathing, how can i stop?

*This fairy tale ended at 2:37 AM*

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

My Current Addiction

"Sad Love Song"

The sweet bitterness of first love. This of course is a common recurring theme in most Korean dramas. Sad Love Song, just as the drama name suggests, delivers a tragic storyline about three characters; through their passion to launch careers in the music industry, their lives are intertwined by fate within the intricate nature of love and friendship.

Sad Love Song is a visual masterpiece. The costumes, the beautiful cinematography, the visual effects of the action sequences are all qualities that contribute to a visually reawrding experience for viewers. The beautiful instrumental music, theme songs and lyrics compliments scenes of Sad Love Song beautifully. These memorable melodies certainly serve as a poignant reminder of the drama.

Sad Love Song is highly emotional and things can get tearful. I do recommend it for everyone who loves a bittersweet love story and remembers what it was like to fall in love for the first time. Watch this one with a box of tissues and be prepared to feel sad... keke..

*This fairy tale ended at 3:18 PM*

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Haven got much things to blog lately.. How's life? For me, i cant make up my mind which adjective to use to describe my life these few days.. Hmm.. To put it in a nicer way, life has been very peaceful, serene and smooth.. And to put it in a bad way, life has been plain boring, lifeless and dull... *bleah*

Seriously.. I need surprises.. I need adventures.. I need more fun to spice up my life.. I've been rotting at home for a week plus already.. Watching tv, playing maplestory, surfing the internet, watching tv, playing maplestory, surfing the internet, watching tv, playing maplestory, surfing the internet, watching tv, playing maplestory, blah blah blah.. You all should get the point.. I'M ROTTING..~!

I really wished you would bring me out more often.. We used to go for late night suppers together, we used to go shopping together, we used to go exploring places we've never been to together.. What happened to those times? I miss the late night suppers we had.. sighs..

*This fairy tale ended at 6:52 PM*

Monday, March 13, 2006

Sorry.. Haven been blogging much lately.. Not in the mood i guess.. Plus, i was super preoccupied with maplestory.. And finally the warrior is level 70.. *relieved*

Happie Birthday to ME!!!
Yupps.. I'm 20 years old already.. Sounds so old.. *bleah* A big thank you and a kiss "MUACKS" to everyone who wished me happy birthday thru msn or smses, etc etc.. Really touched that my bday was not forgotten by my frens.. Super touched when some old frens whom i haven seen for a long while still remembers my birthday..

Anyway, didnt do anything much on my b-day.. Stay at home whole day playing maple.. Pathetic isnt it.. Zhong had his headquaters' beach party tat day till late at night.. And by the time he reached home, it's only 10 minutes left till my bday is over.. But still quite happie when he took a small cake into the room and sang birthday song for me.. Thanks.. =)

11/03/2006: Amkss's Fund Fiesta carnival.. When back school to see my dear netball juniors and of course to participate in the netball carnival.. Brought home a silver trophy.. hee.. Zhong also came to the carnival after his bball matches.. Miss those days in amkss so much.. So many fond memories...

I dunno wat's wrong but i'm feeling very wrong these few days.. sighs.. Somehow, my heart feels very heavy and burdened.. =(

*This fairy tale ended at 6:29 PM*