* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Haven been blogging for a while already.. ZzzZzzz..
*tired*

Finally finished reading "Harry Potter and the Deathly hallows".. It was a great book!
There are parts which i like and part which i didnt.. It would be so much better if some characters didnt die.. T.T

[WARNING: story-spoilers for pple who haven't read the book]
Parts i dont like:
- George Weasley lost one ear.
- Mad-Eye died.
- Snape died. (i was thought he was a good man, even though he killed dumbledore in the previous book. i was right! he was a good man who loved lily potter and is willing to do anyting for her.)
- Fred Weasley died. (though the book didnt mention about george at the epilogue, "nineteen years later", i still can imagine how lonely george will be without his twin. *sobs*)
- Tonks and Lupin died. (OMG~ their newborn child, Ted, had lost his parents at such a young age.)

Parts i like:
- Scrimgeour died (i dont like him; but he was a real man when he died cause he didnt give Harry away.)
- Bill and Fleur got married.
- Tonks and Lupin got married.
- Tonks and Lupin had a baby named Ted. (Harry is going to be Ted's god-father.)
- Bellatrix died in Mrs. Weasley hands. (serves her right for killing sirius and nearly killing hermione.)
- Voldemort died. (FINALLY)
- Harry and Ginny got married and had 3 children named James, Albus and Lily.
- Ron and Hermione gt married and had 2 children named Rose and Hugo.

Suddenly felt abit empty cause this is the last book and there'll be no more Harry Potter series to look forward to. =( Been following this series since the first book was out, and after each book, i'm always looking forward to the next book, but now, it the end..

ZZzzZzzz..

Currently listening to:
好眼淚壞眼淚 - Vivian Hsu

我曾認真深愛著一個人
他給我幸福的可能
我等我問未來何時發生
他只是給我一個吻

快樂我哭是因為你的手
曾答應帶我向前走
難過我哭是因為我的手
找不到你說的以後

好眼淚壞眼淚我都曾為你流
感動和悲傷都是理由
只不過在你不再愛我了以後
剩壞的眼淚慢慢流

快樂我哭是因為我付出
得到你溫柔的答覆
難過我哭是因為我任性
你的心永遠留不住

好眼淚壞眼淚我都曾為你流
感動和悲傷都是理由
只希望在我不再想你了之後
有好的眼淚慢慢流

好眼淚壞眼淚我都曾為你流
感動和悲傷都是理由
只希望在我不再想你了之後
有好的眼淚慢慢流

有好的笑容陪著我

*yawns*
*nights*

*This fairy tale ended at 3:10 AM*

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Shouldn't have held so much hopes, cause with greater hopes come greater disappointments..
*i'm tired*

Too tired to cry...
Too tired to think...
Too tired to breathe...

*This fairy tale ended at 10:13 AM*

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

*feeling damn tired*
even though i've slept for like near 20 hours last night.. -.-'''

so tired..
somehow, i'm feeling that something is missing in my life right now, but i just don't know what it is..
i'm tired..

looking forward to tmr..
going town with him to watch harry potter, shop abit and have lunch there..
hopefully tmr's outing will cheer my up a little..

*tired*

*This fairy tale ended at 6:42 AM*

Sunday, July 15, 2007

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fangfang & HUGE blue dragon

*tired*
*sweet dreams, everyone.*

*This fairy tale ended at 6:06 AM*

Friday, July 13, 2007

ZzzZzzzZZzzzz..

So tired of school.. If only i could just slack and do whatever i like as and when i want.. Yes, art and design and drawing and animation is my interest, but sometimes i just dont have the mood.. Yet there're so many datelines.. Most of the time, assignments are done halfheartedly.. -.-'''

If only teachers understand that this course requires inspiration in order for us students to produce good quality work.. I'm dreading school everyday..

Had sculpturing class today, a class which i always get injuries all over my hands.. Cutting my hands here and there while bending metal wires.. Hammering my fingers accientally while mounting the wireframes.. Having blisters and skin peeling off my fingers from moulding the sculpy.. zZzzzZzzz..

Played tennis after class today.. It was a really good workout.. Sweat alot.. I think tennis the the 2nd sports which i really want excel in since netball.. Bball is fun and it's a good way to get together and hang out with friends, but somehow, sometimes the mood is just not there.. My mood or bball is kinda on and off and on and off.. -.-''' I enjoy playing vball too, but the 'desire' is just not as strong as that i had for tennis..

Think after i graduate i really want to take up tennis classes and learn tennis from scratch again.. Cause right now, my tennis is learned by myself.. And i don't even know whether my way is the right way or not..

I want to graduate fast! I cant wait to leave school!
There's so many courses and things i wanna learn and do..
Kayaking star 2 course, scuba diving, tennis...
I wanna go cruise, go overseas, and sleep all i want..

home sweet hme after tennis

*zzz*
i'm tired~

*This fairy tale ended at 2:48 PM*

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Went to yishun with him last night. Wanted to watch Surf's Up at first de.. But, on the way there, we decided not to watch le.. Cause it's like abit childish liddat.. lolx..
He promised to watch Harry Potter with me when it's screened instead..

Ate at Burger Kings.. Yummy mushroom swiss, onion rings, hershey's chocolate pie.. All my favorites.. keke.. So sinful, but fulfilling.. kekeke *smiles* Tomorrow then eat lesser ba..
hahaaa..

Can't wait till Harry Potter's The Order of the Phoenix to be out!

Anyway, wed and thurs i'm free.. 2 days MC.. lolx.. Feeling sick, but glad to have 2 days break from school.. Hope i wouldnt miss out much.. =p

Recently, had a really weird feelings.. Kept thinking of weird things.. *sighs*

Suddenly, i just don't know who are my real friends anymore.. I tried thinking of all my friends, but i just couldn't put anyone of them into my "very close friends" category.. What i mean by "very close friends" are those whom i tell them everything about my life.. Whenever i've problems, i'd talk to them.. Whenever i'm down, i'd turn to them..

Why don't i have "very close friends"? Is it because i dont trust them, is it because i'm hiding too many thing inside myself?

I really don't know.. There a couple of my friends whom i used to consider very close friends just a while back.. But recently, i just don't know whether they are or not.. They seemed to be hiding alot of things from me.. And i'm also not comfortable with telling them deeper things about myself.. I'm s confused..

What are friends for?
Are they just to share joys but not burdens together?

Perhaps we are just acquaintances...
*sighs*

*This fairy tale ended at 10:53 AM*

Sunday, July 01, 2007

I can close my eyes to things i don't want to see; but i can't close my heart to what i don't want to feel.

*Love is the most beautiful of dreams and the worst of nightmares.*
William Shakespeare

*This fairy tale ended at 12:17 AM*