A picture taken during my Creative Process 3 lesson at Singapore Tyler Print Institution yesterday (Friday morning)..
After visiting the museum and workshop, we were suppose to do sketches and take photos of the Singapore River for our references.. Then we gotta use those reference and create a collage work with the theme "Life at Singapore River".. We have to take photos of ourselves working on the project.. (supposingly to prove to the teacher that we did the project by ourselves.. Lame..) Lastly, we gotta hand up the final collage work to him, along with all the photos taken saved in a cd-r..
I'm still brain-storming on how to create a collage work with the theme "Life at Singapore River".. *shrugs*
I've just watch Initial D with dear..! Hmm.. I honestly enjoyed the movie.. Full of humour and the actions were really great.. haha.. I love those drifts, they look so cool..! (how i wish i could drive liddat.. haha.. dreaming..) Jay's the male lead, his acting is.. I should say not that professional.. I mean.. We can't really blame him about his acting right? This is his very first movie.. So, just chill, people.. Quit complaining about his expressionless face and monotonous voice..
Moreover, i think the personality of the character is meant to be liddat de.. I've watch the animation version of Initial D.. The male lead, Takumi Fujiwara, was meant to be a shy and dull person with not much expression.. So, i guess Jay really fit this character well.. Haha.. For the rest of the cast, "good job".. I think they all really potrayed the character quite well.. Especially the guy who acted as Takumi's best friend.. Haha.. He's damn funny lar.. Kept me laughing non-stop.. Edison too.. He's so cute.. *grins* haha.. (but i think i'm cuter.. hmm.. am i still dreaming? haha)
Overall, i think this is a great movie.. Thumbs up from me for this movie.. =)
This week is such a torture.. The time seems to be crawling, passing so slowly.. *sighs* How i wish i could manipulate the time.. Then there'd be no more weekdays.. Everyday would be weekend.. wahaha.. (i'm dreaming..) *just ignore my insanity*
Out of a sudden, i got the craving to go to the seaside.. I miss the sea.. Miss the sea breeze.. Miss the sound of waves.. Miss the water.. I miss the sea..! Had been feeling rather down these few days.. Why? Beats me.. I also dunno why i'm having such weird feelings.. It's like somehow i just feel uncertain and lost.. *shrugs* Oh my god.. I don't even know why on earth am i feeling this way..! I wanna go to the seaside..! (But i don't think i'll have the chance to go this week..)
Currently so addicted to "Love, Me" by Collin Raye.. This song is simply so touching and sweet.. It's about a couple who will wait for each other no matter what..
"If you get there before i do, Don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through,
I don't know how long i'll be.
But between now and then, Till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, Me."
*Last night i asked him, "have you thought about what will happen in the future?" He replied, "Dunno wor. Haha. I only think that, i will strike toto, then got money, then we married then buy house and car. Then start some business then go on holiday.." *smiles* Let's pray he'll struck toto ba.. haha.. I wanna start a cafe (though i dunno whether i'd cause all my customers to have food poisoning or not..), or a pet shop.. *smiles* And i wanna go overseas.. (i fight him for the window seat wor.. haha..) And i wanna have a beach wedding and a happily ever after ending.. *smiles* Am i dreaming again? Nevertheless, i do hope this dream will come true.. keke..*
P/s: i wanna watch Initial D.. The sneak previews will be out tomorrow night.. *grins*
Me and Him *smiles*
"I'm the author of my own story. Ain't letting anyone tell me the ending. Cause i'll write my own ending to my story. Are you willing to be the male lead of my story? Of a never ending love story......"
Being woke up at 9plus in the morning by my handphone's message tone.. Dear msged me.. It was a pleasent surprise cause i thought he would normally be busy with his training at such time de.. Then he told me he was on duty, quite slack, so can msg me lor.. *smile* The first thing he said in the massage was "go buy today's straits times.. got one section is about beach wedding de.." keke.. Then we kept on massaging until 12 plus when he gotta go for his lunch and then for his swimming lesson, PT and rifle drills le.. *sobs*
Yups.. I went down to the provision shop and bought a copy of The Straits Times.. The 'Urban' section of it features on beach wedding..
I was like "omg.. that's so cool and romantic..!" Imagine walking down the aisle, with the soft waves lapping gently in the background.. That's so romantic and sweet.. And who says wedding is all about tuxedo and long gown.. I think a short white dress will be as beautiful.. With little white daisy on my hair.. Then he'll be in white pants.. just white pants.. keke.. (i dun mind him being topless..) *blush blush* keke..
Oh my god.. The scenario would be so beautiful.. Keke.. I'm daydreaming.. (i'm a borned daydreamer) It's be so romantic to have a beach wedding.. I wanna have such kind of wedding too..!
YIPPPEEE... I've finally completed the 1000 picece puzzle.. It's really so beautiful.. And it means alot to me, cause we chose this puzzle together de.. This is the second puzzle we've done together so far.. The first puzzle we did together was of a picture of me and him together.. And that was 2 years ago.. Proudly Presenting The Finished Work::
Had been sleeping late and waking up early for the past few days.. The first thing i'd do when i wake up is to do the puzzle.. Then leave for school.. And when i'm back, i'll continue doing the puzzle until 3-4am.. I've been straining my eyes so much.. They feels so dry and tired.. I even had sore eyes yesterday.. My eyes were so red and swollen.. But, i think it's all worth it.. Cause i've finish the puzzle before he's back.. Can't wait to let him see the finished work.. *big smile* 
This will be a short entry.. Cause i'm really tired.. Gotta let my eyes had a good long rest after all those "strenous eye exercise".. keke.. Good night.. *smiles*
*missing you so much! hope to see you in dreamland tonight!*
So fast another weekend has passed.. Gotta go through 5 more days before i can see him again.. Starting to miss him already.. *sighs* But at least the fact that i can see him again 5 days later is giving me the motivation to go through this five more days..
10.06.2005: Went home with zhong today.. Cause his dad went to fetch him back from P.A.. So, on the way fetch me back with zhong to home.. We stopped at a hawker center at Yio Chu Kang to have our dinner before heading back.. After getting washed up and changed, we went to Sun Plaza to catch the 9.30pm screening of "Mr. & Mrs. Smith".. We've both been wanting to watch this show.. Finally watched it.. *smiles* I love this movie.. Really humorous.. Also very sweet.. And i love Angelina Jolie.. I think she really sexy.. keke..
11.06.2005: Zhong woke me up early in the morning.. Then we went to Causeway Point.. I've beein craving for Macdonald's breakfast for so many weeks le.. But never got to eat it cause we always sleep late and always ended up waking up late also.. YipPpeee! Today i finally got to eat Macdonald's breakfast le.. *big smile* Thanks for waking me up, dear..
AND, we bought a 1000 piece jigsaw puzzle.. It's a really beautiful picture of the night sky.. with many different star constellations.. Really gorgeous.. Cant wait to finish piecing them together.. We started putting the puzzle together together.. I think it's really sweet to piece a puzzle with him.. keke.. Seeing him engross in the puzzle.. The serious look on his face is just so charming.. *smiles*
12.06.2005: Woke up early by zhong again.. keke.. Then we played Ragnarok Online.. We found a legendary axe.. Keke.. Then at 1plus, wenzhong left for PA cause he got duty on for the police carnival.. At 3 plus, i met my sister and then went PA for the carnival.. (Actually, my aim is to see him.. keke.. cant get enough of seeing him..) The weather was so hot.. But i had lotsa fun there.. playing the games.. like throwing darts to burst the balloons, throwing balls to knock down the cans, etc.. I won a piyo piyo soft toy and two very small ones.. The piyo piyo was so cute.. *grins* It was really fun.. Saw zhong during his break at about 4 plus.. But didnt talk much cause he was on duty.. *pouts* And, i think he looks good in his full police uniform.. Really smart and manly.. keke.. (am i drooling? haha.. Oppss..) *blush*
I left at 6 plus.. Then went to Toa Payoh Sports Hall with my sister to watch the NSL games.. It's been such a long time since i've seen a NSL match.. Hmm.. I miss those days when i play netball so much.. I miss those trainings (even though they sometime are inhuman training).. I miss my teammates.. I miss my coach (miss ng) and i miss the game so much.. I miss my secondary school days.. Those happy and fun times that i had there with all my friends.. And those sweet times i had with zhong.. *smiles*
Had a long day today.. So tired.. Yawns..
"i miss you so much.. and i love you so much.. more then you can imagine.. muacks.. hope to see you in in dreamland tonight..!"
sTar liGht, stAr bRigHt, fIrst stAr i sEe tonIght, wiSh i mAy, wiSh i miGht, hAve the wiSh i wiSh tOniGht~!
"What is love?" This is a question being pondered upon by many people.. But yet no one can give a specific definition of what it is.. Cause each and every of us have their own unique definition for it.. .Love sometimes is a contradicting thing.. Love is happiness and sweetness, yet it can cause tears and hurts.. Love is being unselfish, but it can also be selfish. Love is commitment, yet love is also a setting free.. Love is inspiration, intuition, joy.. Yet it is also heartbreak and loneliness and solitude.. Love makes us feel as if we could do anything, yet love also makes us feel like nothing at all at times.. The list just goes on and on.. So, what exactly is love?
To me, love is giving.. I would give the one i love my everything, my heart, my body, my soul, my care, my love, my time and my everything.. I will do my best to make the one i love the happiest person ever, cause seeing him happy is my greatest happiness.. Seeing him sad or angry, my heart would be hurting.. I'll do everything and anything for him just to make him the happiest man.. I'll do my best to protect the one i love even if it means that i have to give up my life..
When you are happy, i'll share your joy with you.. When you feel like crying, my embrace will be your safest harbour.. When you are crying, i'll gently kiss your tears away.. When you feels lonely, my arms will always be wide open just for you.. When you feels down, i'll always be there for you.. When you are sad, i'll hug you tight and tell you that things will be alright.. When you're angry, i'll just stand by you.. And when you feel tired, i'll let you lie on my leg, gently stroke your hair and coax you to sleep.. This is my definition of love.. And when i fall in love, it'll be forever..
To the one i love:: Just hold on tight to my hands and stay by my side forever..!
*wiShIng fOr mY drEam tO coMe tRue~!*
Sometimes, i feel that time passes really slow.. But yet sometimes, time really flies.. And it's always when you want that moment to last forever, time always seems to flies.. Likewise, it's always when you want the days to pass faster, then you'll find that time is crawling.. So contradicting.. *shrugs*
"I miss you, dear!"
"The Loneliness" -babyface
I'm sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gon-na do without
You around in my life and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again
I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time, so lonely)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again
"Currently very addicted to this song.. The first time when i hear this song at home, it brought tears to my eyes.. I had had such feelings before.. It really hurts and i hope i'll never go through that again.. Now, i'm just glad that he's by my side, and i know he'll always be.. Thanks for loving me, and i'll love you with my everything.. We're never gonna let each other go again.. I'll wanna be your beautiful bride and i believe my dream will come true.. I love you, zhong.. Muacks.."
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