愛又讓我痛了 愛又讓我哭了
我已破碎的心 還如此的痛
我的愛 殘忍地離去
我真的可以好起來嗎
就像你閉著雙眼 跟我做最後的道別
還裝做什麼都不在乎
所有的一切都會變
明天的風也會和今天的不一樣
謝謝你曾經給我的愛與快樂
讓我感受到活著是幸福的
愛又讓我痛了 愛又讓我哭了
曾經愛過的回憶 是不是要忍痛忘掉
我的愛 殘忍地離去
也許有一天會忘記一切
就像你一樣
可是我能等到這一天嗎
現在我已經開始思念你
愛又讓我痛了 愛又讓我哭了
曾經愛過的回憶 是不是要忍痛忘掉
我的愛 殘忍地離去
就這樣 又是一天的過去了
請你把這一切帶走
已無法留住這些痛心記憶
我已破碎的心 還如此的痛
愛如夢醒般離去
就這樣 又是一天
Drawing class at Singapore Polo Club.
It's a sunny sunny day~
Sweated like mad today.. Imagine standing under the blazing sun while drawing for 2-3 hours.. Phew.. Having a major headache now.. *sobs*
The horses there are so big and beautiful.. Too bad it's a rich man's sports.. Imagine the maintanence for the horses.. And i've heard the horses cost as much as a car, some even more.. OMG.. The people i saw riding the horses were all foreigners..
How i wish to own a horse of my own.. lolx..
Pictures of the day:
fangfang =p
ruifen & fangfang
pretty horse
with the horse
(it's really huge and tall~ super muscular~)
woah~
was abit shocked when the horse moved
fangfang on-board~
keke.. it's my first time on a horse wor~
Me and ruifen were really lucky, cause we two were the only ones with the chance to sit on the horse.. keke..
It was a fun day.. But it wasnt just all fun, we also did lotsa sketches of the horses there.. lolx.. Next wednesday, drawing class is in the zoo.. Cant wait for that day to come..
I wanna see penguins and white tigers.. lolx..
*off to do my character design sketches for sculpturing*
Sickening~
School's starting.. holidays's over..
1st day of school-
Played WoW the previous night with him till 4am this morning.. Luckily the morning class was cancelled, so class starts at 3pm today.. Woke up at 1pm from a nightmare.. It's the kind of nightmare that i hate having.. Betrayed by closed ones, back-stabbed by friends, all alone hurting and crying.. *sighs* I would so much rather to have nightmares about monsters chasing after me..
zZzzz..
fangfang =)
Mocap Animation lesson was boring.. Bascially, slacking and slacking.. Half of the time, the lastest vicon software kept crashing and the lecturer had to restart agai and again.. -.-''' And the software had bugs somemore.. We spent more time doing crossword puzzles on a magazine (even the teacher joined us) rather then on the lesson.. OMG! I hate being the first batch of 'guinea pigs" to use this new software.. As a result, deadlilne for the assignment was pushed back again.. -.-'''
I almost died of boredom in the class..
Played WoW again when i reached home (despite not having done my character designsketches for sculpturing).. LOLX..
2nd day of school-
Played WoW till 4am plus again this morning (though i had a morning class today) den went to bed..
Woke up feeling wrecked~ SO TIRED.. Had to dragged myself to school..
Saw a 'tortoise' at semb mrt station on my way to school.. Stupid 'tortosie' lor.. Still got the cheek to say he on MC.. Feel like killing him lor.. If i hadn't been running late for school.. The 'tortoise' would've been dead by now.. *ar bish*
Now, i'm typing this during Digital Matee Painting class..
Hopefully i can keep my eyes open for the following 2 hours..
I'm so tired~
and hungry~~
Sentosa Day
It's a sunny sunny day..
weee~ lolx..
Thought there'll be alot people going de.. But end up only 8 went.. Ben, mao wang, wei jian, cherryn's bf, cherryn, ahbu, dino and me.. And it ended up like a girl's outing lor.. Cause from the moment we reached there, the guys went down to the sea, and the gurls played vball.. From the time we reached there till it's time to go home, the guys were playing in the sea lor.. -.-''
I almost thought they drown in the sea le sia.. zzzZZzz..
Saw Jojo at sentosa, den played vball with her frens..
Had fun bullying some of the guys during vball session..
Keekekee..
Some Pictures @ Sentosa
(lazy to post all)
*reflections*
fangfang
fang & dino
coke & sprite ice
legs of the guys
After sentosa, we went steamboat at marina bay to celebrate cheeryn's bf b-day..
birthday cake
Ate till super full during the steamboat.. Guess i had to postponed my diet plans again.. -.-'''
Badly burnt under the sorching sun..
Gonna slab on lotsa lotion before going to bed..
*nites*
Dino's and FangFang's Volleyball Day
lolx..
*cheese*
dino emo~
fangfang emo~
dino's serve...
fangfang's serve...
fangfang emo-ing again~
Off to bed le..
Gotta wake up early tmr..
Sentosa, here i come..
WEeeeee~
*yawns*
Boring Day~~
Was tidying my wardrobe today.. There's so many clothes which i've bought but still haven even worn them yet.. Zzzz.. Suddenly i realised i have so many mini-skirts.. I've a total of 16 mini-skirts.. (is tat normal???) Abercrombie, Roxy, Topshop, Billabong, Mambo, Hollister, Nike, etc.. For a few mini-skirts, i don't even remember buying them.. And of all the 16 minis i had, i realised i'm only wearing 2-3 of them.. -.-'' Why am i so addicted to mini-skirts?
Mini-skirts..
Omg.. If i havdnt bought the rest, a could save up several hundred bucks already..
Comparing to the large number of mini-skirts i've, i only own 1 levis jeans (which i never worn before since i bought it a year ago) and 1 3/4 cargo pants (which i think i worn 2-3 times).. I only had 1 denim mini-short from topshop (which i wear frequently) and lotsa sports shorts and casual mini-shorts.. -.-'''
I also realised a very contradicting fact about myself.. Though i claimed that my favourite sports brand is adidas, i only have 4 adidas tops (but i got their bags, shoes and watch la).. Lolx.. Instead, i've over 20 nike tops.. zZzzzz.. (in which most of them i only worn 1-2 times)..
Stress..
A had quite a few dresses, but most of them i've never even worn them before at all.. ZzzZzz...
Omg.. If i hadn't bought all those perhaps i'd had saved over a thousand bucks already.. Yet, i'm still eye-ing alot of mini-skirts and dresses thru online shopping.. -.-'''
Think in future i must work very very very hard to earn lotsa money, den i could satisfy my crazy obssession over shopping and mini-skirts!
Meanwhile, i shall try to keep reminding myself to wear those clothes and skirts which i've barely worn..
I shall try..... *bleahs*
Zzzzz..
Tired after all those tidying..
I'm off to bed le..
*nights*
Just posting some pics..
Currently not in the right mood to write anymore things.. Everything is going so wrong...
*emo*
waiting...
Tennis Court @ nyp
fangfang and chuck
fangfang
fangfang and dino
fangfang
fangfang
Assignments for Digital Matte Painting..
That's all.
I'm tired.
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