* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Thursday, August 31, 2006

Happie Teacher's Day~~~

But this year's celebration ain't fun at all.. All friendly matches with the teacher were cancelled due to the large quantity of cats and dogs that kept falling from the sky NON-STOP.. And i mean it when i say NON-STOP.. When i woke up at 7am, i could already hear thunder outside.. And the cats and dogs just kept pouring..

There were a few times the cats and dogs seems to be stopping.. But every time when i thought it would stop, it''ll suddenly start pouring heavily again.. So many false hopes.. *sighs*

This year's teachers' day ain't fun at all.. Went back with dear and just slack around in school and den when back home.. Stuck to dear's psp all day long.. Playing Puzzle Bubble.. Hees..

This is the only photo i took.. A photo of 4 pple.. haha.. Me, my netball coach, my sis and not forgetting the nine mths old baby girl in my coach's body, waiting to be born.. Hee..

And from this photo, you can see...... I bought the striped polo tee from American Eagle! So, that's one item off my wishlist.. haha.. Eek.. Look abit fat in it cause of the horizontal stripes.. Nevertheless, i love the colour lots.. haha..

That's all for today.. Tmr shall be my SP3 presentation.. Hope everything goes well.. *smiles*

*This fairy tale ended at 6:51 PM*

Yea.. Studio Project 3 is finished.. Finally.. After hours of non stop drawing and animating.. SP3 is done.. At least all that's left is the presentation on friday..

Yups.. Wish me luck for my presentation on Friday..

And for now, it's time to SLACK... *smiles*

*This fairy tale ended at 2:44 PM*

Saturday, August 26, 2006

There's so many things i that wanna do.. So many things that i that wanna buy.. So many thing that i wanna learn.. And so many wishes.. So many things.. And the list is just getting longer and longer.. *sighs*

1. Things That I Wanna Do

meet up with my babes and frens whom i haven seen for so long..
go sentosa more.. more beaches.. more cable rides.. more sun..
visit my secondary school more often to help with the netball coaching..
more retail therapy session with my babes..
watch lotsa movie.. movie marathons.. it's been a long time since i last watch a movie..
exercise more.. netball.. gym sessions.. bball.. tennis.. running.. cycling..
eat less and lose weight.. (which is wat i cant do now cause SP is giving me so much stress and i tends to eat alot when i'm stressed)
visit places where i've fond memories.. bishan park.. changi airport.. east coast park.. pulau ubin.. etc..

2. Things That I Wanna Buy

~~American Eagle's striped polo tee~~

American Eagle's sunsplash mini skirt

White dress

Papillo's New Collection 2007 (Florida in bavaria blue)

Exodus heels

3. Thing That I Wanna Learn

Scuba Diving.. Peiwen and Shuting asked me to sign up with them a months ago.. wanted to, but had no time due to my sch work.. *sighs*
Cooking.. Cause the key to a men's heart is thru his stomach.. haa.. kidding.. i like the feeling of the whole family sitting around a table.. eating and chatting together.. i think it's really 'xing fu'.. but, too bad, no one at home cooks.. *sighs*
Badminton and Ping Pong.. I'm absolutely nuts in sports that involves a ball that's smaller den a tennis ball..
Dancing.. salsa and hip-hop.. had interested in this two dance.. salsa is really sexy and hip-hop is really cool.. hope to have the chance to learn it..
Kick-boxing.. haa.. i think it's really fun and would be great for toning up the body.. also can learn some moves to defend myself..
Piano and violin.. I'm really interested in thhis 2 instrument.. Used to play a pianica in a musical emsemble group when i was in preimary.. This is how it looks like in cause you all dunno what's a pianica: It's a wind instrument.. FYI, my school got a gold medal during SYF wor.. haha..

4. Wishes

HEe.. this would be secret.. cause pple say wishes wouldn't come true if u say them out.. only i'll know what they are.. better believe in superstitions for this once.. *winks*

*This fairy tale ended at 10:11 PM*

Friday, August 25, 2006

Not sure whether this is true or not.. Read this somewhere..

If you are awake and interested in a little Astronomy, take note...

Look up at the sky on 27 Aug.. Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August.. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye.. This would cultimate on Aug 27 when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth..

Be sure to watch the sky on Aug 27 12:30am.. It will look like the earth has 2 moons.. The next time Mars may come this close is in year 2287..

Share this with your friends as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again..

Cheers!

I'll definitely be looking out for '2 moons' on that night.. *smiles*

*This fairy tale ended at 7:53 PM*

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Happie 20th Birthday, Dear~~!!!

Woke up at 9am by the alarms.. SO TIRED.. Cause i was watching Naruto the previous night and slept at 4am.. Yawns.. But i didn't continue lazy in bed wor.. I went bathe and prepare for our outing to SENTOSA~~~ *excited*

Before leaving the house, his mom brought out the mango cake she'd bought ytd and the family sang birthday song for him.. Happie birthday to you~~~~ Hee.. Ate abit of the cake and went out..

Went to the hawker center at the Harbourfront Interchange for a bite:

Dear had mango longan ice.. His favourite fruite is mango wor.. Looks yummy..

While i had my favourite juice.. Watermelon juice.. Drinking watermelon juice makes me happie.. Hee..

Den we proceeded to the interchange to take the shuttle bus into sentosa:

Dear Dear

Us.. Smiles..

We Reached sentosa..! Set up the towel and started tanning.. The sun was sorching hot..!

Dear tanning in process.. Woot..

Me.. The sun is really hot and bright today..

Played abit with out newly bought volleyball

Nice? Hee.. But we didn't play for long.. Cause the sand was really really freaking hot.. haha.. Went into the water and played around more.. It feels so good to be in the cool water during such a hot weather.. *bleah*

At 2 plus, we decided to go bath and leave le.. Cause we cannot 'tahan' the sun.. Moreover, i can feel that i'm burnt already.. Dear kept insisting he was not burnt.. But he's very red.. haha..

Stroll about abit in sentosa after washing up.. Den at 4 plus we took cable car back to HarbourFront.. Hee.. I love cable rides.. The scenery was beautiful.. *smiles*

Dear in cable car..

Me in cable car.. The scenery below us is super pretty.. Hee..

Ate at HarbourFront center and shopped there awhile before leaving for orchard to shop.. Hee.. Bought a few things there.. Don't tell you all what i've bought.. *bleah* Haha.. Drank alot of water today.. Kept feeling really thirsty no matter how much water i've drank.. Think i must have been dehydrated by the hot sun at sentosa.. At 6pm, we left orchard and proceeded back home..

At first we planned to go Marina Bay fo steamboat as our dinner, but in the end we didn't go cause we're lazy and tired.. haha.. Moreover, our bags are really heavy.. Especially Dear's bag.. Haha.. But that's his own doing cause he didn't squeeze his clothes dry before putting then into the plastic bag.. Haha.. Lazy pig..! haha.. Also, our shoulder are hurting from friction of out bag's straps on our burnt shoulders..

Reached home at around 7pm..

Hee.. After bathing, we played afool around at home.. Naughty Dear.. Keep disturbing me.. =p And our dinner today is Pizza.. Cause we're lazy to go out.. haha.. Watch Crayon Shin while eating.. Haha.. I love Crayon Shin.. So funny.. It's a great show to watch to relax and de-stress..

At 12 plus, we went off to dreamland.. Cause we're really so tired.. Nitez.. Will be having sweet dream today.. *smiles*

*This fairy tale ended at 2:27 AM*

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Something sweet happened tonight.. *winks*

Shall not spill the details.. That's a secret between me and dear.. Will always remember what you said de.. *smiles*

Suddenly, my world seems so much brighter and colourful.. Hee..

Love ya, dear~ Forever and ever~...

*This fairy tale ended at 2:11 PM*

Saturday, August 19, 2006

The Cats Expedition:

__ me*

__ The Cats*

__ Beautiful Sparkler*

I simply adores beautiful things like the sparklers, fireworks, rainbows, sunrise, sunset, shooting stars and fireflys.. Too bad i still didnt get the chance to see fireflies and shooting stars yet.. *disappointed*

But i believe someday, i'll have the chance to see them all de.. *smiles*

It's such a pity that such beautiful things are always short-termed; they don't last forever.. But it's the fact that they're short-termed which make us treasure and cherish the moments they exist.. They're short-termed, nevertheless, they'll leave fond and beautiful memories that'll last a lifetime in our hearts..

*This fairy tale ended at 2:59 PM*

Friday, August 18, 2006

Sighs.. Sighs.... Sighs......

I wanna be blogging about happy stuffs.. Sighs.. But i cant help but sighs.. Everything is just not going right for me right now.. Sighs.. The recent few entries were all complainings and grumblings, and more complainings and grumblings.. Sighs.. I seriously cant control my fingers from pressing the alphabets 's', 'i', 'g', 'h'...

I feel so stressed out.. So stressed that i'm starting to eat alot, sleep alot and think negatively alot.. These are the symptoms whenever i feel stress.. Now, i'm starting to gain back the kilos that i've just shedded a while ago.. Sighs..

Studio Project hasn't been going on smoothly.. I was already one day behind schedule, wanted to get my storyboard, final board and time reel over and done with today so that i can start animating tmr.. But, i dunno whether i'm unlucky or what, when i went to school, i was told that the teacher-in-charge isn't coming in for today.. Which means i cant show my storyboard and time reel to get them approve.. Which makes me two days behind schedule.. Sighs.. So afraid i cant finish everything on time.. Sighs..

Another worry on my mind is my sis.. She wanna quit schooling.. At first she came to my course in NYP, but after the first week, she quit and went to another course in TP.. I thought she would stay in the course cause she got a few of her secondary and primary school friend there.. But now, after a semester in the course, she says she wanna quit again.. Sighs..

Sighs.. I dunno what i can do for her.. I felt it was partly my fault for her quiting halfway.. Cause i quited AJC halfway.. I felt it was my responsibility cause i didnt set a good example for her.. Sighs.. I dunno what to do.. I know she'd be unhappy if she force herself to carry on her course in TP, but i also know my parents would be unhappy if she quit schooling to go out to work in the society.. I'm caught in the middle.. My mom asked me to counsel her, to ask her to continue studying, cause in this society, you do need qualifications to find a good job.. But on the other hand, i dun wanna force my sis to do something she dun like.. Sighs..

Have been going back to my own home almost everyday this week to see how my sis is doing.. To talk to her and try to understand her more.. It really hurts to see my mom and sis quarrelling over this matter.. And my heart hurts even more when i see my sis crying.. Sighs.. I really dunno what to do.. Sighs.. I feel like crying too le..

Emotionally, i still feel so insecure.. I guess what my dad did in the past had left a very deep impact in me.. Making me such a insecure person.. Sighs.. I still dunno how to trust a person completely.. Cause i'm afraid of getting hurt.. I seemed to be building a wall around myself, shutting everyone out.. I'm always smiling and optimistic on the outside, cause i don't let anyone into my heart easily.. Now, the wall seems to be getting taller and taller..

I feel so tired.. Really tired.. There's alot of things, too many things that i still cant let go.. Perhapa, it's time for me to slowly think things through and slowly learn to let go..

But, no matter what.. Dear, i'll always love you and my heart will always be yours.. Cause loving you is like breathing, how can i stop?

If only i could disappear from this world without a trace.. If only.........

I hope tmr will be a better day....

*This fairy tale ended at 2:57 PM*

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Came up with all these while i'm drinking my corn soup, doodling on my notebook, stoning and daydreaming all at the same time.. Hmm.. Anyone wanna come up with a tune and compose a song with these..? *just kidding*

a little girl waiting for a fairytale to happen on herself..
do fairytales really exist?
there was once she believed fairytales do exist,
she believed love is pure and sacred,
she believed in love...
but, in the end, she was being hurt real bad..

wounds are still healing... she's still doubtful..
afraid of getting hurt again..
afraid her tears will never stop,
afraid that her wounds will never ever heal..

she may look like a tough girl,
always smiling and cheering up people,
but, she's still a normal girl.
she'll feel hurt, unhappy, sad and lost..
she'll still hope to be pampered and cared for..
she'll still hope to have a shoulder when i feel like crying..

she's still waiting...
waiting for the day where her wounds will not hurt anymore...
waiting for the day where painful memories will stop haunting her...
waiting for the day where she'll believe in true love once again...

Currently:
Studio Project has officially commenced on 14.08.2006.. It'll be a 3 weeks project creating a 10-30 seconds 2D animation.. Supposed to have finalised the storyboard today, but yet again, my story was rejected.. Teacher say i've too many scene and the story's is too complicated and will exceeds 30 seconds blah blah blah.. So, i'm gonna have to simplify my storyboard and show him again tmr.. Hopefully all goes well and i can proceed to the final board and time reel and den start the animation.. *sighs* I'm behind time by one day le, yet i still feel like slacking.. So many courses have already started their holiday, why's DMD always the last to go for holidays..

UNFAIR!!!

Went to Northpoint with my sis after my 'lesson'.. Simplified my storyboard roughly.. Think gonna improvise it again later tonight.. Anyway, an outing with my sis always results in buying lotsa junk food, chocolates and sweets.. And in turn, consuming alot of junk.. and right now, while i'm blogging, i'm digging into a tub of Haagen-Dazs Strawberry Cheesecake ice-cream.. Yummy.. lolx.. But how come my sis can still remain so skinny when her appetite is so much bigger then mine.. She cant seems to gain weight no matter what she eat.. T.T

UNFAIR!!!

Had a bad dream while taking a short afternoon nap.. It's so amazing that i could dream about so many things during the short 15mins nap.. I'm so fascinated by how the human mind works.. Should find more books to read up on it.. But, that'd have to wait till after my studio project..

Anyway, enoughing complainig and grumbling for today.. Time to get some work done...

*This fairy tale ended at 7:08 PM*

Thursday, August 03, 2006

So many assignments, don't know where to start.. And, i've no mood to start at all..

Wanted to do my web design.. I opened the programme 'dreamweaver', stared at the screen for 15 mins.. Den i closed the programme with nothing done..

Wanted to start my 3d modelling and 3d animation, Same, i opened 'maya', stared at the screen for another 15 mins.. Den i closed the programme with nothing done AGAIN..

Think i'm taking a rest today.. Really no mood for anything and everything today.. Shall start chionging the assignments tmr.. Hopefully, i will really start doing tmr.. *prays hard*

TIRED~~

*This fairy tale ended at 11:57 AM*

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Suffocated by assignments..

Handed up the drawings and shown J.K. the sketchbook today.. Yea.. No more drawings till next semester.. One assignment down, 5 more to go.. Just kill me~~

Deadlines:
Web Design (website & process page) - 7th August, Mon
Vart (GUI and mock-ups and presentation) - 7th August, Mon
2D Animation (superhero) - 9th August, Wed
3D Animation (rigging and animation) - 11th August, Fri
3D Modelling (body and costumes) - 11th August, Fri

Studio Project also starting soon.. *sighs* Gonna be so busy busy busy for this month.. Looking forward to my semester holiday..~~

*This fairy tale ended at 4:24 PM*