* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Friday, July 18, 2008

Emotionally insecure...

I'm feeling really tired... What happened? Is it too long and that's why it has became stale? Have i changed? Or is it you who have changed? I need some reassurances... I want you to hold me tightly in your arms like you used to do... I wan you to say the 3 words to me... To you the 3 words may be nothing and feelings is wat that counts, but it means alot to me.. I wan you to pester me and do things together instead of us being in two different corner of the same room doing our own things... The room is so small and we're only a couple of steps from each other, but why do you seemed so far and unreachable..?

I need assurance.. I feel so insecure now..
Rumours floating around, I dunno what to believe in anymore..
I'm losing confidence in myself..

I'm tired...

*This fairy tale ended at 4:04 AM*

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

14th July 2008 Tuesday

Went sentosa vball-ing. It was damn sudden. Chatting with dino at 1.30pm on msn. Suddenly decided to go sentosa den called chucky at 1.35pm.
MEET 2PM! At semb MRT. lols..

We're so steady right!

Anyway, photos of the day:

*semb mrt*

*guess which leg is whos?*

*illusion-if we were so slim.. i wished..*

*fang*

*fang n chuck*

*dino, fang n chuck*

*going off*

Only play vball for a couple of hours and the next day my legs and arms are aching already. I'm seriously lacking exercise.. *OMG*

Will be going again on Saturday 19.07.08. And this time, there's going to be sun.. Yea.. I can finally do some serious tanning and play vball till my hearts content.

*This fairy tale ended at 3:49 PM*

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Wow.. It has really been a super super long time since i've updated my blog.. my last post was in march.. which means i haven blogged in 3 months already.. haa..

Had graduated and had be working for 3 months le.. 77 star's production crews were really really great people.. There're no politics in the company at all.. and we work together like friends.. We can chit chat and joke around while doing work.. I really like the production crew there..

But too bad the management there really sucks.. Taking in so many projects when we've not enough manpower.. Gacha=Gacha web animation alone is already tedious enough. One 3 mins episode per week and onli 2 full time animatiors- Me and Tiffany.. We're really working our ass off every week.. cleaning-up in flash, colouring, den adding lighting and den animation.. One week to do all these with 2 animators.. sighs..

We dun mind working hard.. cause the production crews are all working hard together as one.. but the worse things is we get our pay late every months.. Sighs.. I dont know why.. But every month is liddat.. all the production crews are getting tired and losing faith in this company..

Sighs.. I really dont wish to leave this company cause i really like the produciton crews lots.. Hope the company would do something to savage the situation.. Or not, the crews are gonna leave one by one.. Esp when 1 person inside the production decides to leave, it'll be a chain reaction and everyone will be leaving..

Anyway, enough of depressing stuffs..
here are some randoms pics..

*sweet sweet neoprints*

*takened mounths ago- i wished i'm still this slim now..*

Warning: In later pics, i'm gonna ballooned up.. LOLS.

Me and him at SUKI SUSHI:

*yummy*

Anyway, my fypj team was featured in dunno which month's nyp newsletter:
I miss them...!

*kbox session at Suntec also it's Eugene's Bday.!*

Introducing 77 stars' production crew (from left to right): Top: Art Director-Chun how, Background artist-Chen Lin, Editor-Eugene and Art Director-Roger.
Bottom: Eugene, Animator-Tiffany and Animator- Wei Fang.
M.I.A: Bacground artist-Simon(reservist) & Sound artist-Ivan(who joined the company later)

Chibi Gacha=Gacha posters by ME:

Meanwhile... waiting for: The Dark Knight, Red Cliff Part 2, Hellboy 2, The mummy 3 and

Wall-e... lols..

I think that's all for this post ba.. Shall update again when interesting things happened.. =)

*This fairy tale ended at 12:13 PM*