* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Friday, February 24, 2006

~"Some Cute Pics To Cheer Everyone Up"~

Meow.. Sleeping in progress.. So kawaii.. =)

Omg.. Look at how small they are.. Aint they so cute..

Another miniature kitten.. So cute..

Lost siblings? Same colour wor.. lolx..

bite you i tell you.. =p

Licking it's tiny little paw.. meow..

Oooo.. Cosy cosy.. So comfortable.. Sweet sweet.. =)

Hope these pictures had cheered you all up.. They certainly cheered me up.. keke.. =)

*This fairy tale ended at 9:39 PM*

I dun need to be pampered all the time, i dun need someone to show concern for me all the time, i like to be the one pampering you and doing things for you.. But, i'm just a normal girl, at times, i still hope to be pampered.. I still hope to have the right to be unreasonable and throw temper once in a while.. And all i wan from you is your love and dote.. Even if it's once in a while, i'm contented..

Today, suddenly realised i'm all alone.. When i ran out, my heart really wish you'd come after me and ask me to go back home.. But yet, i waited and waited, i cried until i had no more tears, but still, no one came after me.. Suddenly, i felt so lonely.. It was so cold out there.. When i was crying, i really hope your shoulder would be there for me.. But all i had was myself.. Why were you not worried about me when i was out alone so late at night..? Does this mean i'm not important to you..?

When i came back, i saw you there in front of the computer playing your games like nth had happened.. My heart aches.. If something bad were to happen to me.. Will you feel sad? Will you cry for me? So many questions ran through my mind but yet, i chose to put those questions aside and apologise to you.. Why? I also dunno.. Perhaps, i love you too much.. And would do anything just to see you smile again...

No matter what, i dun wanna think anymore.. Cause right now, i wanna believe that you still love me.. I wanna cherish all the times i have with you.. Life is unpredictable, I dun wanna leave this world with any regrets.. I wanna love you with all i have.. Will you do the same too?

*This fairy tale ended at 3:37 AM*

Friday, February 17, 2006

("v") love ("v")

The beginning of love, is to let those we love be perfectly themselves and not twist them with our own image.. Otherwise, we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them? The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything.. They just make the most out of everything that comes their way.

Don't go for looks -- it can deceive..

Don't go for money -- even wealth fades away..

Go for someone who makes you smile, because only a smile makes a dark day seem bright.. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried.. For only they can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched their lives..

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion and the romance.. and you find out you still care for that person.. Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, those who still believe, even though they have been betrayed and those who still love even though they've been hurt before.. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people, before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift.. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.. But, what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past.. you can't go on in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches..

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their hearts.. But, if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.. There are things that you would love to hear, but you never hear it from the person you want to.. Don't be deaf to hear it from the person who says it with their heart..

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.. Live your life so that when you die, you are smiling and everyone around you is crying..

When one door of happiness closes, another opens.. But often we look so long at the closed door, that we don't see the one which has just been opened for us..

Always put yourself in the other's shoes.. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person too.. A sad thing about life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you.. only to find out in the end, that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go..

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone.. an hour to like someone.. a day to love someone.. but it takes a lifetime to forget someone...

Love always has been and always will be a mystery.
Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life...

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When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.

When a girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "I'll love you forever,"
she means it.

When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you",
no one in this world can miss you more than her.

*This fairy tale ended at 3:59 PM*

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Yesterday was a sweet day~! Love you, dear.. Muacks..

My v-day present for him...

a t-shirt with his fav. number and name...

And a hand-made photoalbum with all the photos we've taken together inside..

Went to Junction 8 on V-day.. Didnt wanted to go town because of the crowd.. But end up j8 is as crowded.. Couldnt even find places to eat our dinner.. In the end we went down to the basement and had lotsa junk food.. keke.. Yummy.. It was really fun..

Then we walked from Junction 8 to Amk central.. wooh.. tiring sia.. Very long never walk such long distance le.. Still remember in the past we used to walk from amk to j8 de.. So many memories.. Esp. at bishan park.. Hee..

Lastly, we went back to Sembawang and dop by Mos to buy corn soup before going back home.. I love this v-day.. keke.. Love you, dear... Muacks... =)

*This fairy tale ended at 10:14 AM*

Friday, February 03, 2006

08 Jan 2006, Wed

WE WENT JURONG BIRD PARK!

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the direction signs.. so cute and colourful..

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me with a gigantic penguin.. hehe..

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harry potter's owl.. so pretty..

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me with lotsa flamingo..

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zhong with a lony on his shoulders.. how come no lony wanna land on my shoulder.. T.T

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zhong at the playgroud.. so old le still play.. keke..

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ooo.. yummy.. gigantic hotdog.. hmmm..

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yummy.. yummy..

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in the toilet.. beautiful toilet.. there's a glass panel where you could look out to the scernery..

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at the waterfall there.. beautiful...

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helloooo.. anyone thereeee...? retro telephone booth..

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our reflections.. sweet..

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resting on the bench.. see our feet.. keke..

Check out my photography skills!

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haha.. last but not least...

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our contented smiles..

Love this trip.. So happy.. *big smile*

*This fairy tale ended at 3:28 PM*

31 Jan 2006, Tues, 6.48pm.

You told me you'll be back before 6pm. You told me to go back home and said you wanted to go jogging. And you pass me your keys and went off. It was 5pm when i reached home, i started training your character and watching tv, patiently waiting for the sound of the doorbell to ring. I waited and waited. Finally at 6, your character leveled up, but the doorbell hasnt rang yet.i kept pacing around, walking in and out of the living room, peering into the doorhole, hoping to see you outside, yet again and again, i only see a empty corridor. Part of me started to feel disappointed, but the other part of me told me that you'll be at the bball court playing bball.

I lied on the bed, staring at the clock, watching the time pass by. I felt tired. And started crying. I dont even know what those tears are for, i wipe them away, yet, they kept flowing. I dunno what i'm feeling at that moment. I just know my head is hurting badly. My sixth sense told me you'd be at the bball court, so i decided to pass you the keys, cause i'm afraid i'd fall asleep and couldnt hear the doorbell. So i went down.

As i walked towards the bball court, i could see you from a far. I'd always like to see you playing bball, you're always looking so serious and aggressive, and that's the wenzhong i fell in love with 4 years ago. Remember when we've just gotten together? You'd always bring me along when you went to play bball with your friends. At that time, i didnt know anything abt bball, so i could only look at you at the sideline. At that time, i'd always think "when will i ever have the chance to play with you on the same court?" I love your seriousness about bball. And every shot you put in, i'd feel so proud of you even though i'm just at the sideline. At that time, you always thought i'm bored looking at you playing bball. But you're so wrong, cause i've always enjoyed looking at you playing. But, you dont know. Gradually, the times you brought me along when you play bball got lesser and lesser and become none. I felt abit disappointed.

But i thought i've another way to see you play, and that's to learn bball. At first, you're the one who taught me. Those times were one of the happiest time of my life. But gradually, i guess u could'nt met up to your expectation, and you gave up on me. But i still continued, playing in my school and with other pple. I can feel that i'm improving and slowly loving this sports. There were times i got to play with you, i was happy to be able to play with you, but, those times always ended up in quarrels. I guess i could never meet up to your expectation even though i felt i've improved. Alot pple told me that i'm good, my friends, pple i dunno, even mr ong said that when i went to play at amkss. But yet, my good was never good enough for you. And i started to play less and less. I guess my wish to be able to play with you on the same court just got further and further.

I wanna be a good girlfriend. I want you to love me more. There're ups and downs, sometimes we're really happy together, and sometimes there're quarrels. I guess that's normal in a relationship.

But this month is different. I dont even know what's wrong with me. I get irritated so easily and throw temper easily. You said i've depression, and i told you it couldnt be. But, deep inside, i myself is wondering if i have depression or not. If not, i really cant come up with a reason to why my mood is so unpredictable lately. I really have to say a big "sorry" for everything this month. I'm trying to make up for every wrong thing i've done by massaging you in the morning, playing maple for you, and trying my best to listen to you. I really dunno wat else i can do. I feel so lost. And i'm afraid. I dunno wat's wrong with me lately. I really dunno wat to do......

*This fairy tale ended at 3:08 PM*