* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Thursday, September 02, 2004

mEmoRieS..

It's so hard to give up something that you treaure so much.. i really wanted to treasure him.. but there's no chance anymore, cuz he's not mine le.. it's still so hard to remember that he no longer mine..

i really cant bear to let go of our precious memories.. "still remember those times in secondary school.. we'd always 'coincidentally' met each other at the school entrance, then we would walked up to our classrooms together.. during breaks, i would always see you at the water cooler refilling your water bottle.. during exams, we would study together.. we usually goes 'lao di fang' in woodlands to study.. there was once when we went changi airport to study, then we went for a walk at changi airport.. do you still remember the fountain there?? you taught me how to skip stones and that was when you first touch my hands.. so many memories at Bishan Park too.. you would accompany me when i was blading there..when i lost my balance, you would hold me.." i miss those pure, sweet times so much..
"there was once we play with candles in bishan park at night.. it was so beautiful.. we had so many late night walks there.. when i'm tired, you would let me lie on your thigh and rest, or let me lean on your shoulders.. Bishan Park is also the place where you first held my hand and kissed me.." i really miss those times we spent together in the past...
though we will be loitering all over singapore aimlessly, all that matter is that you are by my side.. whenever i need you, you will always be with me... you made so many promises to me... to love me and take care of me forever.. at that point of time, i really trusted you with everything i have... but.. never did i expect your feeling for me will come to an end.. never did i expect you will fall in love with someone else..

*This fairy tale ended at 6:51 AM*