can i still go back to my past...? can i still go back to who i was in the past..? i miss the "weifang" in the past... i miss the sweet and innocent me.. i miss the cheerful and outgoing me... miss the optimistic and sporty me... i miss the "weifang" who loves sports and drawing so much... when i looked into the mirror.. i cant even recognise myself.. the tired face that is staring back at me seems like a total stranger... i can only see empty and lifeless eyes.. eyes filled with sorrow and pain... lips that will never smile as much as before.. who's the tired, lonely and wounded gal that is staring back at me...???
right now... wat's my dream? wat's my goal? wat's my passion? i'm so lost... i lost my passion for drawing and sports.. but why?? why did i changed? i want to be the me in the past.. did i changed because i realised the reality that life is full of lies, betrayal, hurt and pain.. i no longer believed in fairy tales...
you said you will come back to me... you said you need more time... how long??? 1 year? 2 years? or 20 years? you told me to trust you... you told me you would stay by my side.. can i trust.. will my trust be betray and will i be hurt again?
19.09.04 - you took away something that i wanted to treasure.. you took away something that is so important and means everything to me... then you promised to never leave me... promised to take care of me forever... but... can i trust you??? i dunno... my heart is cold le... i dun dare to trust anymore le...
05.10.04 - you made another promise to me.. you promise to return me back what you took away from me on 19.09.04... you promised you'll return me what you took away 3 years later... i will keep this promise engraved in my heart... cuz i really want back what i've lost... it really means alot to me... this will be our last promise.... and you must keep it.. cuz life would be so meaningless if i dont get back the thing you took away from me... OuR lAsT pRomIsE...
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