* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

HEADACHE

Yawn.. So tired.. Think these few days no need to sleep le wor... This is the last week of this semester le.. Lagging behind in 3 assignments... Think gotta burn midnight oil till Friday le.. Hopefully after this week can have a good rest before my studio project for this semester start... Gotta do animation on a jumping rice sack for Studio Project 2 wor.. Still haven tot of the storyline i wanted.. Still cracking my brains to think of the story.. But before that, gotta do my poster for Digital Imaging and bus advertisement for Design Fundamental wor.. Still got storyboard also haven finished... *headache*

Think i got a high possilbility of having to repeat some modules again.. esp. Digital Imaging and Creative Process.. sighs.. But hopefully can make it thru his semester.. [or else i think wz gonna kill me] *headache getting worse*

These 2 days nothing much really happened.. He did kept his promise and didnt contact 'her' (cause he'd already tore up his SIM card) He also kept his promise to stay at home until he enter NS.. But can see that he's rather unwilling to stay at home.. He seems rather restless.. He asked me whether he could go out play basketball.. i said "up to him".. But he still afraid that i might get angry.. so he never went.. I think this time he really knows that this is his very very last chance to prove that he can be trusted again.. (but this is onli the first 2 days, hope he'll not break his promises in the days to come) Also, hope that he's not contacting 'her' thru any other forms of msging behind my back ba.. cause these few days really busy.. And i still gotta go to school.. So, i dunno what he's doing when i'm not around.. Cant possibly keep an eye on him 24/7.. (still feel abit insecure)

It's really hard to trust someone who had broken your trust so many times again.. But, i'm trying my very best to trust him again... Hopefully he would also treasure this chance to gain back my trust...~~!

P/s: Yawns.. so tired.. but no choice... gotta go back to do my work le... =( then tml still got class early in the morning wor... *head is going to burst le*

*This fairy tale ended at 8:04 PM*