* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Sunday, March 20, 2005

when there's no turning back?

Finally finished the construction of my blog's new templete le.. phew.. (thAnks tO michEllE)

In the story "love-bond" pik-fun has left kong.. sighs.. she knew that the only reason kong had chosen her over kaixin is because of the baby.. she knows that kong wouldn't be happy staying with her, that's why she chose to lie to kong that the baby is not his and left him.. i think in the final episode, kong would be with kaixin.. kinda expected this ending..

Really admire pik-fun.. i think she's great.. she rather bring up the child alone.. and let kong be with kaixin.. chatted with mischelle yesterday.. she ask:"you will also do the same thing right?" i answered yes without hesitation.. i think if one day if wenzhong really tells me straight that he don't love me anymore.. i think i will choose to leave.. but, i still hope to have his child before i leave.. (hehe) what a weird request right? (haha) other may think it's a burden to bring up a child alone.. but i think it's a blessing to have the child of the one i love.. even if i have to bring up the child alone... (i will be a fantastic mom de) will shower the child with all my love.. =)

When there's no turning back, i think the last act you can do to show your love for you love ones is to give him freedom.. let time heal your wounds (hopefully the wounds will heal) and hold on to your memories with him.. memories will be your best companion when you miss him.. i rather hurt alone then to see the one i love hurting with me..

*This fairy tale ended at 4:36 AM*