* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Monday, April 18, 2005

Everything Is so Wrong Today!

Today is a terrible day.. *sighs*

Facing the computer monitor whole day, trying to come up with my poster for Studio Project.. Felt really fustrated using photoshop and illustrator.. Almost feel like giving up.. =( Everything seems to be going against me today.. Cant seems to do anything right.. And the stupid files containing the picture i've scanned to use for my designs were corrupted.. Feel like breaking down already... T.T

Was looking forward to his sms today de.. Wanted to hear his voice so much.. At last, he msged at around 8pm to say that he was watching a basketball match.. The PA trainees were there as supporters as the PA people are competing in the match.. I asked whether i could call him, but he didn't reply.. So, i called him.. My phone says network busy.. *sighs* then i tried again a while later.. and he answered.. but after talking for a while he says he gotta hang up le.. Cause gotta save his batt for the next 5 days.. He said will sms me later... *sighs*

Wanna to complain to him about today de.. Feels so miserable today.. Wanted to tell him how sad i'm now.. Cause everything went so wrong today.. Somemore, his network busy, i wonder what happened.. Why his line will engaged de... I miss him so much~! How i wished you're by my side now.. Missing you badly..!

Then i went for a jog.. Tripped on a stupid rock and fell down.. My kneecaps were bleeding badly.. So painful~! *sobs* I limped home slowly to clean up my wounds.. Then i lied on the bed to rest.. When i started to think about all the things that happened today.. I started crying really badly.. Feel so exhausted.. Kneecaps hurting like hell.. sobs... Everything is so wrong today~! Zhong, i'm missing you~!

***Wenzhong called me at 11 plus~!!! keke.. we chatted for about 15 mins.. He seems to be getting along very well with his bunkmates.. Glad for him.. =) But he was coughing alot thru out the whole conversation.. and he said his muscles aching wor.. *xin tong* so worried about his health.. Hope he's coping well with the life in NS.. Looking forward to seeing him this weekend.. But he said he mayb going to eat out with his friends.. then wanna go bball court see see... *sighs* Then he Saturday going out to buy NS stuffs with his friends.. Which means this weekend he got very little time for me le.. =(****

*This fairy tale ended at 2:58 PM*