* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Saturday, April 30, 2005

LOSER

Everything was so perfect.. So sweet, so happy when he came back.. we when to Sun Plaza for dinner.. He's always holding on to my hands and hugging me.. Everything is so perfect.. Until, i ruined everything... *sighs*

At very late that night, i went to check my NYP email.. Found out i had to retake one of my module.. Just because of one stupid module.. I cant specialise next semester.. Just because of one stupid module.. i gotta repeat that semester.. I admit i really sucks in Digi.. I think i dun have the talent for Digi.. *sighs* I've tried my best.. But i think my best wasn't enough.. It's a fact that i gotta repeat this module... At first, i dunno whether i should tell him now or not, or to keep this from him.. In the end, i deicided to tell him the truth, cause i dun wanna lie to him.. I guess maybe it's a wrong decision.. i think i've ruin his weekend le.. He was so happy when he came back.. but now.. He's so angry with me.. i think he's utterly disappointed in me..

I'm also very disappointed in myself.. i feel like a loser.. I think i'll never forgive myself... *sighs*
Sorry... Really so sorry... Is this the end?

*This fairy tale ended at 8:54 PM*