* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

m[i]Ss y[O][u]

Today woke up at 6plus.. Wenzhong's going in NS today le.. Did some preparations and after washing up, we(wz, me, his mom and dad) went out and took a cab to the Police Academy at Thomsom Road.. We reach the Police Academy at around 8am..

When we reached there, Wenzhong was instructed to go for some briefings, and his mom, dad and me was lead to an open area to be seated.. Then there's talks about how his training in the Police Academy will be.. A tour to their barracks(the place where they'll sleep) and to the canteen.. Kinda worried for him, cause he rather picky when it comes to food(he doesn't eat most veggies and he dislike pasta and cheese) Then, there were some performances, they showed us the drills and then some band members of the Police Academy performed for us.. (quite boring) then came the oath taking session.. After that, wenzhong joined us for the reception.. but i didn't eat anything.. (no appetite) 30 mins later, an announcement was made for the enlistees to report to the auditorium.. T.T

I was kinda hoping that Wenzhong could hug me one last time before he goes in.. but he didnt.. He gave me a peck on th cheeks and then went off after saying goodbye.. At first i didn't feel anything de.. But, when he gave me the kiss and said goodbye.. I felt an urge to cry.. But of course i held back my tears.. i wouldn't want to make his parents worried about me.. Seeing him walking up the stairs and disappearing at a corner, i felt really bu she de.. *sobs* But, no choice, it's compulsory to serve the NS de..

Then i took a cab to school, cause i still got Studio Project.. I tried to focus on my animation and keep my mind occupied.. I was listening to my mp3 while drawing.. Everything was fine until i heard the song "tong hua".. When i heard that song i thought of him, and how he'd always sing the song.. And when i thought of the fact that i could not see him for 2 weeks.. Tears just start flowing out.. Luckily, my friends were there to console me and cheer me up.. (thanks Karen, Lynette and Ee Jia)

After lessons ended at 2, i took my own sweet time to go back home.. Walked very slowly, cause i know when i reach his house, i'll keep thinking of the times we had together and i'll feel even more miserable.. But in the end, i'll still reach home de.. When i reached home, i kept thinking of him.. Miss him so badly.. Then i went to tidy up his room.. Tidied everything from his clothes to his books to the table and so on... kept finding stuffs to keep myself occupied.. The good news is that now, his room super tidy le.. But, the bad news is after tidying his room, i dunno what else to do to occupy myself le.. *sighs* I gues i've no choice but to bear with it.. Looking forward to the day when he'll be back..

I Miss You So Much, Dear~! But Even Though We're Apart, We'll always Be Together In Our Hearts~!

P/s: In his friendster profile he wrote:"To Dear: I will be missing you.. When I Am Out.. Let's Get ENGAGED!!!!".. felt really touched.. hope we'll really be able to get engaged when you're out..!

*This fairy tale ended at 8:51 PM*