* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Saturday

Awaken at 11 plus this morning.. Finally got enough sleep le.. keke.. Had a really weird dream about heaps and heaps of cup noodles collapsing on me.. Haha.. weird right..?

Today started out quite fine.. He woke me up in the morning to play Ragnarok Online.. Though i still rather sleepy but i still climbed out of the bed.. Cause i know he's feeling bored so accompany him play lor.. haha.. Even if i wanna sleep also no use.. he'll continue disturbing me and try all means to wake me up de.. (he's kinda cute when he tries to wake me up.. will give me those "ke lian" look..) haha.. Den we kept fooling around.. throwing soft toys and pillows all over the place.. and beating and tickling each other playfully.. It was fun.. haha.. Of course i lost the fight la.. he's so much stronger then me.. somemore i'm super ticklish de.. He always ask me to help him to massage and threatens to tickle me if i refused.. He's so mean right.. keke..

Then at 4 plus i went back sleep again.. Cause he playing his xbox games.. and i felt bored watching him play.. At 5 plus he told me he going out to play basketball.. i said 'ok' and went back to sleep again.. Den woke up 10 min later after he went out.. den dunno why can't sleep le.. lol.. He said he'll be back at 7pm to watch Ru Lai Sheng Zhang.. So i decided to go out buy food for him at 6.30pm.. So when he comes back got food to eat le.. The coffee shop near his house is closed for renovation.. so i took the trouble to walk to the further one to buy food.. Quite a stressful experience.. The guy at the food stall kept asking me weird things and saying weird things.. kept asking for my name and where i live.. Den ask me whether i need him to walk me home or not.. Den ask for my hp number.. Of course i never answered any of the questions la.. I think i'll never ever go to that coffeeshop again le.. So scary... =(

Today started off quite well.. but ended not that well.. After i bought the food back.. it was already 7pm le lor.. But he still haven came back... i waited and waited... finally at 7.40pm he came back.. i was rather angry de.. but i decided not to pursue this matter.. Den i told him i bought food back for him le.. But he say he no appetite.. dun wanna eat.. Sighs.. Kinda disappointed cause i took the trouble to go buy the food but he says he's no appetite... Sighs..

Den at 11 plus he say he going out with his friends for supper and he went out even when he knew i was not happy.. He haven't even eaten the food i've bought back lor.. I think can throw away the food le.. Sighs.. .. He went out despite the fact that he promised me he'll not go out until he goes in NS to make up for the hurt he'd caused meAt this point of time i really felt very sad.. i've already gave in to him by allowing him to go play basketball.. He also said that he'll only go play basketball.. But end up.. he's is asking for more and more.. i guess my allowances has caused him to crave for even more.. I guess i'm too soft-hearted le.. Maybe i shouldn't have given in to your bargains.. You said you will make up to me by staying home and accompanying me until you go in NS de.. Maybe when you first asked me whether if you could go play basketball, i should've said "no" straightaway.. Sighs.. I love you too much.. that's why i'm always soft-hearted to you... That's why i always give in to all the things you want.. That's why you started to take my allowances to you for granted..

I really hope that you can really learn to keep your promises.. i'm very tired of hearing promises that'll be broken..

*This fairy tale ended at 3:58 AM*