* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Saturday, April 02, 2005

something's missing

Hmmm.. This semester finally came to an end le.. *relieved* But for the following 2 and a half weeks still got Studio Project 2.. Feeling stressed.. Anyway, after 2 and a half weeks i'll be having my one month holiday.. Think this year's holidays will be a very lonely one... Cause he'll in NS.. Will not be able to accompany me.. T.T

Later if never rain, i think wenzhong will be going out to play basketball.. hurmph.. I really wished that he'll stay home for 2 more days.. and stay by my side.. cause next 2 and a half weeks i'll be very busy with my Studio Project.. but he dun wan.. Somemore in less then 2 weeks time he going into NS le.. Hope he'd accompany me go out and do things together for 2 more days de.. But.. sighs.. Another reason i want him to go play basketball is because i'm scared.. I'm scared he'd meet 'her' again.. Hope he would keep his promise to break all his connections with her ba..
Now i'm praying hard for rain.. Cause if rain he can go play basketball le.. keke... Please rain... Please rain...~!

But yesterday already rainned so heavily le.. dunno today will still rain or not.. =(
Yesterday, he accompanied me to Sunshine Plaza to print my assignment stuffs... Somewhere in Dhouby Ghaut.. Raining super heavily.. And what's worse is that we dunno the way there... We sorta see the map at the MRT station and then tried to figure the way there... haha.. At first we were lost lor... but, in the end still manage to reach Sunshine Plaza with the help of his "men's instict" (i'm always in awed about how he always manages to find his way) But by the time we reached there we were already drenched from head to toe le.. Damn freaking cold lor.. Brrr... Den i went print my things and bought my art stuffs.. He also bought the game he'd wanted to buy-Street Basketball Volume.3.. Though being drenched, i still think that day was a really fun day... haha...

Actually i feel there's something missing between me and him now... i still misses the way we were in the past.. where i'm always his first priority.. In the past, he'll never leave me alone and go play basketball de.. He'll always be by my side.. He'll always hold on to my hands tightly and shower care and concern on me.. But now, things are kinda different le.. he no longer hold my hands anymore le.. and i'm no longer his first priority le.. Maybe our honeymoon period is over le.. but sometimes i cant help but wonder.. Maybe you dun love me as much as before le.. or maybe you dun love me le.. how i wished we could go back to those times we had in the past.. I really wish you would hold on to my hands tightly and never let go again.. i wish you would stay by my side whenever i needed you.. i wish you would whisper sweet nothings to me again.. i wish you would say the 3 words to me again even when i didnt ask you.. Sighs.. T.T

*This fairy tale ended at 8:52 AM*