* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Saturday, April 09, 2005

WeIrD dReaM?

Had a very familiar dream today.. It seems like i've had this dream before.. But i'm not sure..

I dreamt that me and Wenzhong is a very sweet couple.. In my dreams, he's always hugging and kissing me and holding on to my hands.. Then there was this gal who'll always try to ruin my life.. She'd cause me to lose my job and gotten misunderstood by alot of people by using under-hands methods.. I was very depressed, but wenzhong was always there to comfort me and love me.. Then, she started to try to take Wenzhong away from me by trying to seduce him.. But Wenzhong still stayed by my side.. Eventually, her evil plots were found out and everyone hated her.. In anguish, she ran away.. But Wenzhong chased after her, in fear she would do foolish things.. I also chased after her.. I kept asking him not to go after her.. But, my pleas were ignore.. FInally he caught up to her at her house and started comforting her and cheering her up.. When i saw them together laughing so happily, i felt my heart hurting.. Then i turned around and ran away.. Wenzhong saw it and chased after me.. He caught up to me and explain everything to me.. At this moment, i told him that i am pregnant.. He smiled and touched my stomach gently and smiled.. Then, we walk out of the building together, with him hugging me tight and close to him.. It felt so sweet.. Then a car at full speed was coming towards us.. I quickly pushed Wenzhong away.. The last thing i saw was the bright, glaring headlights..

Did i die with my unborn baby in my dreams? I guess i did.. I dunno what happened after the car accident 'cause i've woken up.. A really familiar dream.. I think i had the sam dream before.. But i'm not sure.. But everything seems so familiar.. I decided to write this down 'cause i dun wanna forget this dream.. Cause in my dreams, Wenzhong was so sweet and loving.. *smiles* But, don't wanna die so early.. Cause i wanna have a future with him.. I still wanna have babies belong to me and him.. Wanna be together with him until we're both have wrinkles and white hair.. Wanna watch sunset hand in hand, side by side, smiling sweetly with him when we're old..

But, is this dream trying to tell me something? Does it mean anything? *scratching my head*

*This fairy tale ended at 2:30 AM*