* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Saturday, July 16, 2005

A Girl

She was a girl who affected my life alot.. But yet i've never seen her in real person before.. Today was the day i first saw her.. Frankly speaking, i've never thought that i would see her face-to-face, neither do i want to see her.. Don't misunderstand that i hate her or what.. I don't hate her, but it's just that i don't wish to see her..

I don't know how to describe the feelings i had when i saw her.. Perhaps it's a feeling of uneasiness.. I just feel weird.. Can't descibe the feeling.. *stress* Moreover, i was with him when we saw her.. So arkward.. Feel like digging a hole to hide myself.. I almost felt like letting go of his hand and running away.. But he placed my hand on his arm firmly.. I tried to act as if i was calm.. But inside, weird feelings were suffocating me..

Though the incident had already been over for quite a long time le.. Everything now is quite settled and peaceful.. I'm happy with my life now.. But, sometimes it's hard to forget some things from the past.. Unless one day i suddenly have an accident and lose my memories.. *shrugs* I guess just let nature take it's course ba.. Hope that these memories i dun wish to remember will fade as time goes by..

Right now, i just wanna look forward with him.. No more looking back.. I just want to fulfill my dream and stay with him forever..

*This fairy tale ended at 2:16 PM*