* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

I'm updating my blog less frequet as before le.. Partly because there's nothing really interesting tat happened lately.. Partly because i'm lazy.. And partly because life has been really peaceful for me recently.. I kinda enjoy this peacefulness.. *smiles* Wenzhong is posted to Delta.. 8.30am-6pm of work every weekdays for him now.. Poor thing.. Gotta wake up at 7 plus in the morning every weekday.. Actually waking up early is not a problem.. But the problem is that he sleeps at 12plus midnight everyday.. Worried he wouldn't get enough sleep..

Every morning, i'd wake up with him.. help him prepare his stuffs while he bath and then send him out of the house.. Then he would kiss me goodbye.. I like this peaceful feeling.. It seems like we're a old married couple.. keke.. Peaceful with a tinge of sweetness.. *smiles* (hope he got this feeling too..)

Something happened recently.. I did something wrong.. (i'm leaving out the details..) And he confronted me about it.. I felt really guilty and afraid.. And i cried.. But instead of scolding me, he talked to me in a really comforting manner and hugged me and dried my tears.. I'm really sorry, dear.. I promised you i'll talk to you about everything from now on.. And i will not make the same mistake again.. I wanna be your understanding and good lao po..

And... Happie 19th birthday to my laogong.. Keke.. 19 kisses for the birthday boy.. *smiles*

Tonight he told me something that his friend told him about relationship.. He say we've been together for 3 years le.. The honeymoon period of our relationship is already over le.. Now, is the test.. A test of whether we can maintain this relationship and make it last.. I'd try my best de.. Dear, believe that we can last forever de.. ok.. Must have confidence in me and i'll have confidence in you.. Love you always... *muacks*

School had been boring recently.. Alot of group work to be done in school.. But still quite slack.. I kinda miss the first year.. All the fun days we girls had in year one.. We took one year to get bonded.. But now.. I can feel that we're drifting apart.. I believe you girls can feel it in your heart too.. It's like we no longer do crazy stuffs together anymore.. We used to dun care about our images and had fun together.. But now, when we're together, it seems to a arkwardness among us.. It seems as though there's a wall between us.. Sometimes, there'll be arkward silence.. I dont like this feeling at all.. What's happpening to us? *sighs* Is it because we're in different class now? Or wat is the cause? *sad*

What do "friends" means? To be able to be there whenever one of us are down? To be able to understand each other? To have fun together? To worry about assignments together? To help each other out in times of needs? Who can tell me the answer? *sighs*

*This fairy tale ended at 2:39 AM*