* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Thursday, October 20, 2005

*s0bbie*

I cried last night..

Since young, i think i've been quite a crybaby.. My mom said i kept crying and crying and crying.. When i'm hungry, i cry.. When i'm in pain, i cry.. When i'm scolded, i also cry.. haha.. Of course that's when i'm still a baby.. If now still cry when i'm hungry like very stupid liddat.. But as a baby, i guess no one will blame you for crying..

When i'm older, i very rarely cry le.. Especially when i'm in sec sch.. Cause i don't like other to see me as a weak girl.. I wanna show them that girls are strong too.. That's why i like to act tough.. haha.. This is also because i wanna be someone my friends can rely on.. So, i cant be weak.. Even if i cry, i'll not do it in front of others if i can endure it.. I don't throw temper when i'm angry or irritated, i dont show it when i feel hurt.. But when these emotions get bottled up and accumulated, somehow, there's a need to let them out..

Of course there were one period of time where i cried everyday for a long long time.. But i'm glad i've gotten over those times.. I think i haven cried for a long long time until last night.. I also dunno what cause me to cry, it's just a mixtures of so many things.. But, i felt good after venting out the emotions that bottling inside.. *smile*

__+.*.+ Crying is ok, as l0ng as it's 0nce in a while +.*.+__

*This fairy tale ended at 2:28 AM*