* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Friday, December 16, 2005

SERIOUSLY, i think something's wrong with me.. I really feel weird.. And all those bad dreams are preventing me from having a good sleep.. I haven been sleeping well for quite a long while already.. And because of the lack of sleep, i became very touchy and bad tempered.. Even the tiniest bit of thing can drive me insane.. And, my head is hurting badly.. *sighs*

What's wrong with me?

Bought a chinese book from a bookshop in Clementi yesterday.. It's a collection of short love stories by many different authors.. I've finished a few story so far and they're all very well written.. My favourite story so far is a story titled..
"一朵莲的身世"

It's about a girl who thought she've met the man of her life.. He was sweet, sensitive and gentle.. The girl was suffering from some incurable illness and he promise to take care of her forever, they were even planning for their wedding.. Yet, the guy left for another girl in the end.. Though they parted, the girl never hated him, in her heart she'll always remember his sweetness and everything he'd done for her..

Later, a few year later, another guy tried to win her heart.. He bought everything she like for her.. Soon, they got married, but 4 month later, they had a divorce cause the guy is a womaniser.. The girl never shed even a tear, cause she never loved this guy at all.. She just thought he could be a harbour for her to have a good sound sleep.. Yet, all she had was just a nap..

In the end, she died alone..

A really sad story.. there're quotes inside with i think is really meaningful:

“如果有来生，我想要做一棵树，站成永恒，没有悲欢的姿势。”
“也许，在人生的路口，往往，爱情向左走，幸福向右走。”

*This fairy tale ended at 6:02 PM*