* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Monday, January 30, 2006

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone~!

Woke up early this morning and went to my grandma house with zhong to 'bai nian'. Stayed there for 2 hour plus then we went off to woodlands to watch the 4.30pm "I Not Stupid Too". A really meaningful and touching show, it's really a show singaporeans can relate to. It makes me ponder over a question, "when was the last time i was praised by someone?".

It seems so long ago since i was praised. Be it by my parents or friends or pple close to me. It all seems so long ago. I agree with a fact that the movie mention. When we're just borned, we grew up with encouragements and praises from our parents, to walk our first tiny little step, to say our first word, etc etc. Our parents would keep complimenting us as a baby to encourage us, but, as we grew up, these praises just got lesser and lesser.

This is the same in a relationship. Do you all recall when your relationship had just started? I believed your gf/bf would keep complimenting you. Saying you look beautiful or cute frequently. And every little thing you do for him, you would be showered with praises. Yet, as time goes by, these praises just got lesser and lesser too. And more criticism came out from your gf/bf mouths instead of priases. Every small mistakes you made, you'll be called stupid, they start saying you're ugly (be it kidding o not) and they just dont give compliments anymore. Somehow they forgot we need compliments.

Sighs. I need compliments too.

Been kinda down emotionally lately. And i dun even know wat caused that. I seemed to be pms-ing so often. I wanna be pampered like a little girl. Sometimes, i hope you'd give in to me even when you know i'm just anyhow throwing temper. When my temper is bad, i hope you'd hug me instead of just walking away. I just have the need to be pampered one in a while.

*This fairy tale ended at 2:47 PM*