* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Friday, February 24, 2006

I dun need to be pampered all the time, i dun need someone to show concern for me all the time, i like to be the one pampering you and doing things for you.. But, i'm just a normal girl, at times, i still hope to be pampered.. I still hope to have the right to be unreasonable and throw temper once in a while.. And all i wan from you is your love and dote.. Even if it's once in a while, i'm contented..

Today, suddenly realised i'm all alone.. When i ran out, my heart really wish you'd come after me and ask me to go back home.. But yet, i waited and waited, i cried until i had no more tears, but still, no one came after me.. Suddenly, i felt so lonely.. It was so cold out there.. When i was crying, i really hope your shoulder would be there for me.. But all i had was myself.. Why were you not worried about me when i was out alone so late at night..? Does this mean i'm not important to you..?

When i came back, i saw you there in front of the computer playing your games like nth had happened.. My heart aches.. If something bad were to happen to me.. Will you feel sad? Will you cry for me? So many questions ran through my mind but yet, i chose to put those questions aside and apologise to you.. Why? I also dunno.. Perhaps, i love you too much.. And would do anything just to see you smile again...

No matter what, i dun wanna think anymore.. Cause right now, i wanna believe that you still love me.. I wanna cherish all the times i have with you.. Life is unpredictable, I dun wanna leave this world with any regrets.. I wanna love you with all i have.. Will you do the same too?

*This fairy tale ended at 3:37 AM*