I'm still trying to find my way out of this darkness..
Why is my heart feeling so lost and confused? Why do tears fall down my cheeks when i'm alone? Why do nonsense thoughts keep haunting me? Why do i feel this emptiness within me? Why do i don't even know why?
I'm so damn tired.. *sighs*
Everything in my life is just fine.. But why do i still feel so wrong? It's like something important is missing from my life.. But, i don't know what it is.. Am i going mad?
I just cant concentrate.. No matter it's school work or play or whatever, i just cant concentrate..
I have to force myself to smile in front of people.. To crack jokes with my friends.. To mingle with friends as if everything in my life is perfectly fine..
At the end of each and everyday, i feel so exhausted.. Exhausting from all these acting..
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