Everything about me is still in a complete mess.. I dunno what's wrong with me.. Feeling so tired.. So lost and confused still.. *sighs*
I dunno what to do.. I'm always in a daze.. Cant seemed to get anything done at all.. Really tired.. Everyday i'd sleep for a long long time.. My sleeping time is like 12 hours per day.. And when i wake up, i'll still lie in bed, hoping i could fall asleep again..
If only i could just sleep my whole life away.. Waking up mean facing the reality.. It's too tiring and painful for me...
Christmas is around the corner.. But, i dunno whether i should look forward to it, or dread it.. Cause i don't even know whether my christmas would be a joyful and sweet christmas or lonely and tearful one.. I don't dare to look forward to christmas.. What if i had hopes and in the end there'll only disappointments? I'm scare...
*DEPRESSION
*sighs*
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