* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Went school today even though i've no class today..

Hardworking right.. Haha.. I've got no choice actually.. Gotta hand up Character Animation Assignment 3.. And to do the Rendering Assignment 3, cause my maya at home really laggggggggggggggggggg like hell.. Tried rendering out one frame of occulsion pass and it takes 15mins.. Imagine i've gotta render 125 frames.. 15min times 125= 31 hours 25mins.. *OMG*

Haha.. So gotta go school to do the rendering.. It took very longgggg too, but alot faster compared to rendering at home.. Did rendering from 12pm-7pm ytd and 2pm-6pm today.. Finally finished all the rendering of the occulsion passes, specular passes, colour passes, colour id passes, shadow passes and light passes.. 125 frames for each pass, which means a total of 750 tga files..(OooOpss! I think only the people in my course know what i'm talking about.) Haha.. This is the first time i've came across one single assignments which involves so many files.. And, this is also the first time the size of one single assignment exceeds 1GB! It's 1.6GB to be exact.. *phew*

Sighs.. But all the rendering made me gained weight..!
Cause while rendering, there's nothing else to do at all.. Yet, still gotta sit in front of the computer to make sure the rendering is still running.. So, while waiting, my mouth is 'exercising' all the time.. Fruitips, mentos, seaweed (influence by kaiyun=p), potato chips, sandwiches, potato wedges, jellybeans and pocky.. All these helped my mouth to 'exercise' while waiting.. ZzzZzzz.. So sinful..

DAMN IT! I hate myself for lack of self-discipline! I'm eating so much unhealthy stuffs though i kept telling myself that i need to lose weight! I've gained so much weight already.. Really gotta start dieting! *sighs*

So, to all my schoolmates (kaiyun, huifen, weilun, zhiqun, grace, lengsim, hazel, danni, etc etc):
"Please please please do me a favour.. If i ask you to accompany me to shopping arcade to buy junk food, please reject me! If you see me eating excessive sweets (abit nevermind la), please take the sweets away from me! If i'm going to eat anything fried or unheathly during lunch breaks, please stop me! Please constantly remind me that i'm on DIET!"

Anyway, i'm quite relieved to finish all the rendering by today.. Now, i still have thurs and friday to do the compositing..

Gotta catch some sleep cause there's a battle to fight tmr, the day after tmr and for the following few weeks!
*Wish me luck*
*nites*

To myself:
"Stay strong, fangfang!
Gotta find back the 'fire' in yourself to do everything the best that you can.. Gotta stay focus and put more effort in your studies.. What's done cant be undone, so all you can do now is to make up for all the mistakes you've made in the past.. Do your best in everything.. Gotta find back your true self!
Relationship-wise, don't let your emotions affect your studies! Don't be so pessimistic.. You're a tough girl, nothing can bring you down!
Even if things are not going well, put on a smile, cause there'll always be a beautiful rainbow after rain...
Smile always, girl!"

*This fairy tale ended at 2:55 AM*