* The Fairytale of Pandagirl *

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Everything in my life is so wrong right now..
Feeling really down and lonely..

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I'm feeling so lost..

My dad's company had closed down.. Guess competition is really tough in the interior design industrial.. Since a few months back, i knew the company was having difficulties.. But i thought everything will be fine soon.. Never thought that it would really close down...
Though i'm not really close to him, my heart aches.. It must have been difficult seeing his efforts gone down the drain.. Think this will have a major impact on my family's financial.. Sighs..

Recently in school, i felt so lost.. I had no mood for everything.. I dread going school.. Even for my favourite modules, i had no mood for it.. My mind is constantly in a daze.. I really don't know what's wrong with me..

I cant seem to trust anyone.. And i'm afraid to trust, afraid of getting hurt.. I seemed to have retreated into my own little world, shutting out everyone.. I'm tired..

Tired of acting as if everything is alright..
Tired of acting tough when i know i'm not..
Tired of forcing a smile even when my heart is bleeding..

If only i could just pack up and walk out of this world.

fangfang is tired......

*This fairy tale ended at 11:25 AM*