Sighs Sighs Sighs..
I'm tired..
My mind is in a mess...

I used to see how beautiful this world is, but now, everywhere i look, i only see the ugliness of this world.. And i've learnt it thru the hard way.. It hurts..

Feeling very emotional these few days.. There're so many times that i felt like crying out loud.. But i held back.. I keep telling myself to be strong, to look on the brighter side of life.. But, is there really a brighter side? I cant see it..
Sighs..

I'm really tired.. Really really tired..
Broken promises, betrayal, back-stabbing, lies, selfishness, coldness..
These are what i see everywhere.. And everytime when i thought this are getting better, it's just false hopes.. And each stab of false hopes just kept going deeper and deeper, harder and harder..

I really want to learn to trust someone.. But, i'm afraid of getting hurt again..

So tired..
It's so hard forcing a smile when it's bleeding deep inside..
How long can i continue acting before i really breakdown..?

I dunno......

*This fairy tale ended at 3:33 PM*

* Pandagirl *

Pandagirl a.k.a fangfang
Born on 10th March 1986
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